I'm alive & well.

Brianne Marie(: My goal is just to get through the day. I'm pretty insecure about my body. Always worrying about how I look but never looking good. I should be used to people leaving & forgetting about me by now; but it still hurts. I've cut; & even though my "friends" tell me to stop they never actually ask me about it & talk me through it. I don't want advice or to be talked to.. I just want comfort. & when I say I'm fine don't push me.. If I wanted to talk about anything I would say so. I'm 15 & can't wait to move out. My parents are divorced. I live with my mom & stepdad; who is currently deployed overseas. I'm the middle of 3 girls. My mind is almost as screwed up as me. I'm on my own & I like it that way. Don't try to change me or what I do because you won't be able to change my mind. My blog may be triggering so please stay strong! <3 I follow back(: follow my other blog briannemarie12.tumblr.com

therealslim-sadie asked: TAG! State 15 facts about yourself and then pass it on to the 15 nicest people on tumblr!

1. Favorite color is purple
2. Favorite animals include beluga whales, octopus, cows, chickens, and monkeys.
3. My parents are divorced.
4. Boys always leave me or put me second for a more perfect girl.
5. I have 2 biological sisters.
6. My mom and dad are remarried to wonderful people!
7. I have a stepbrother and stepsister on my stepdads side and a stepbrother on my stepmoms side.
8. All my stepsiblings are younger than me.
9. I have the biggest passion for pole vaulting but I’m not good.
10. I love Blues Clues, Curious George, and Aurthur.
11. I watch practically no tv.
12. I’m a virgin.
13. I’m a bible believing Baptist Christian.
14. I have a Build-A-Bear monkey named King Loui like from the Jungle Book.
15. I’m a mermaid.